Last weekend was a
competition that was significant for me not only in my performance but also in
my emotions. On Wednesday night, the eve of our travelling to France , I was told my granddad had
died suddenly walking in the Spanish mountains. It was a real shock for me, we
were close and the news hit me hard, but I knew exactly what I was climbing
for.
The Bordeaux
region at this time of year is just like England , very wet! I tried to stay
hydrated through Friday, as in previous Europeans I’ve always struggled with
fluids and it seemed to pay off. I woke up late Saturday morning feeling light
and strong and had a leisurely breakfast of bread and cheese. As we were
climbing in the afternoon, we went to the wall slightly early to watch the
Youth As and Juniors, as well as scope out the warming up area and any routes
that were potentially ours.
As we predicted, we had
the same routes as the Junior girls. I was on last for the first route, but
because the routes were run simultaneously and I was around halfway through on
route 2 I would be on that first. Route 2 was a blue route going up the longest
part of the wall, a variable angle section ranging from vertical to around 20°
off. It was perfect for me, and despite a
rushed start from an unexpectedly low fall by the competitor before me, I was
off and moving well.
The first section was
reasonably steady, small holds but they were all positive, and the same for the
middle. The top was thin pockets, so accuracy was key on this section. I
climbed well, feet moving intuitively and not getting too pumped, and I was
soon past a long go-again off a good pinch that many came off, with the help of
a high foot. I swapped feet, and in my mind I was 100% sure I reached the hold
just below the lip, a small pinch and was moving off that when my foot slipped
off a slopey-topped slot. The video tells a different story, and despite the
certainty in my mind (to the extent remembering the feeling of the hold and the
dynamics of the next move), I had got to the hold before that. Still, it placed
me well but I had to get high on route 1 (my route 2) to be sure of a place in
the final.
Route 2 was short, around
12m, all technical and balancey on small holds. Perfect! Around 5 or 6 had
topped before me and I was last on the route, bad for the friction on a route
that had already been described as greasy. I set off and it felt fine, turned
the lip of the steep section onto the final headwall and had a small shake on a
pair of reasonable holds by the second to last clips. The end was in sight,
with just one move to a sloper left to stick to be above the highpoint of
anyone who hadn’t topped. I stuck it, made a move round a corner, clipped, next
hold and I topped! I knew this put me in a pretty good position in terms of
qualifying and i was very happy, I think my celebration showed that! I was
interviewed afterwards, and to be honest I have no idea how that went, but it
may have been rubbish! I was in the final in 8th, already an
improvement on previous EYCs. Now to crush in the final.
We went back to the hotel
early to eat and get a good nights sleep, missing the Junior and A finals which
I was quite disappointed about, the opening ceremony we stayed for was very
spectacular! I was in bed early, around 10 and woke easily as 7 the next
morning, feeling light and strong. This was very different to Imst, there I
woke feeling stiff and tired. This, I believe, is down to my warm down after
route 2 the previous day. I did a full warm down immediately after my route,
whereas in Imst I delayed it a lot, even then not doing a full warm down. Warming
up I felt good, though due to the small area I had I couldn’t go for a run and
I’d forgotten my skipping rope! Despite this I was feeling strong, ready for
anything the final could be.
We went out to
observation, and had 6 minutes to view the route to determine a sequence. It
looked reasonably straight forward, a powerful start into a close to vertical
array of arĂȘtes and rockovers. It looked perfect for me, and as the first
climbers began I did the final stages of my warm up.
I felt ready, secure,
focussed and calm when I left isolation, dropped my jacket to the ground and
stepped onto the wall, no hesitation. The first moves were fine, bar a match
where I expected to go to a different hold. A match on the tufa-like volume in
the roof was hard, and required a big flag to stop the swing. The next section
through small holds on volumes suited me well, with many heel hooks to keep the
weight off my fingers.
I came to a slopey
sidepull with a good heel, but instead of clipping as I should, the next hold
looked positive and I moved to that instead. The hold was a small slot, worse
than I expected, so I moved again to a big sloper. Looking back, this was my
final chance to clip, but instead I moved off again. The move was long but I
was still feeling strong and I held the small crimp ok. Again I looked at the
clip and decided to move to the next hold. It was at that point I knew it was
too late. I couldn’t reach the clip. I shook once, climbed down, attempted to
clip but I couldn’t, I was too high! Again I went back up and put a heel on to
steady myself, catching the clip with my foot as I did. I noticed this, and
desperation meant I tried to guide the draw up with my foot. This is against
the rules, but I was above the clip be such an amount where I couldn’t even
reach the top of the draw. The foot lift was unsuccessful and that was it then,
I climbed up and down twice more in vain attempts to clip before I was called
off the route. The foot lift had been seen and the judges had decided it was
enough to call me up on. I was scored to the hold before where I’d got to,
putting me in 3rd when I came off.
The move to the hold I was scored to proved
difficult and 2 people dropping it going for the hold, and 1 reaching the hold
but not moving off, who I beat on time. This meant I was placed in 7th
overall. This was frustrating, I was reasonably fresh when I got to the next
hold, and could easily have made the next move, which alone would have placed
me in 6th. Of course, in the grand scheme of things 7th
is amazing, but its just the niggling feeling that could have gone better, one
day I’ll have a comp where I make no mistakes, lets hope its Kranj!
This weekend was all about
my Granddad, and he would have been ecstatic with my placing, so I am too,
especially give the circumstances! Wales
blog next, Ireland
next week for Irish champs and Kranj the week after that! PSYCHED!